My name is Jay Stiles, a Connecticutian born and bred who's hardly left the state since she was born nineteen years ago. My entire world changed just over two years ago, in May of '96. Actually, it began a month before that, when I was diagnosed with cancer. That meant in May I was in the hospital, where I met Tate. Even then, there was an attraction to him. I don't know what it was, I mean his hair fell out, the brown eyes hide more than show emotion. And the wings, tail, and horns kept the attraction from being a conscious matter.

Tate's a gargoyle. He was there thanks to cancer also, a different one than mine but with a name equally unpronounceable and spelling just as impossible. He's the reason I'm still alive, and as close to human as I am. I was selected for an illegal (not to mention highly unethical, but I figure you can come to that conclusion without help) experiment by an insane geneticist, Anton Servarius. He turned me into a gargoyle. If it hadn't been for Tate and his clan, I'd be a mindless freak of nature under the Doc's command. After spending a summer learning just what being a gargoyle meant, he got his claws on me again. It was Tate again that got me free.

He's been there for me, through so much. It was no biggie for me to return the favor when it came out that he's half human, can change shapes. He decided to enter the human world a bit more and started attending school with me, where we ran into his parents: the gargoyle Mariah and human Eric Williams. It was a rocky reconciliation, but we all got through it.

Things were pretty calm until spring last year. Mr. Williams, who was one of our teachers, actually, led the yearly field trip to New York. There, we made the discovery of a lifetime - more gargoyles. Ever more freaky than meeting the Manhattan clan was the existence of the Quarrymen, a KKK rip off that targets gargoyles. We had a minor run in with Demona, and Tate... Tate admitted to loving me. And I admitted it right back. It made sense at the time, two people not quite human, not quite gargoyle, why not go for the only person who knows what it's like to be caught in between two worlds?

The clan certainly approved. Then again, things got busy for them soon after. First the eggs hatched, then - Then Sadie, the only remaining elder, died. Meg, general grease monkey and next 'clan's sorcerer' (even after all this, magic is where I draw the line of belief) disappeared for a night and came back with a wild tale of time travel and brought Troy, a male gargoyle she claims to be from Rome, back with her as 'proof'. I dunno. Whatever. So long as they're happy as a couple, I'm not gonna ask. Then Steve, who I've always considered a general bum, got caught on film saving a bunch of people from a burning building downtown. Dad gave me some details, and it looks to me like he went above and beyond the call of duty, which really makes me wonder why he's been in such a pissy mood since.

The whole mental breakdown thing seems to be a pattern for the next few months. First Silicon, fondly referred to as Geek Beak, insisted this ghost or evil twin or something showed up to make life crazy for us. I dunno. I think it had something to do with the trauma of the Quarryman attack on him that ended with him losing a portion of his foot. Then Troy broke down at Christmas/Solstice, trying to burn himself, hallucinating, weird shit. According to Meg and Nina (clan healer) he's better, but that was freaky.

Adding to the chaos was a visit from Lexington and Hudson from the Manhattan clan. Amazingly, nothing big happened, though we all have suspicions that Lex left a bit more than friends, if you know what I mean. It's a funny match, really. Mr. Computer Geek and Nicole... well, she can kick anyone's ass, never mind that she's blind.

Another quiet month or two, then Tate and I graduated. I guess it started going downhill when I got a job at Nightstone Unlimited. It started as a general temp job, but through my classic combo if idiocy and dumb luck, I ended up as Demona/Ms. Destine's personal aide. Tate was so freaked by that. He and Demona.... Oil and water. To add even more to the fun, some serial killer wandered into the area, and guess what clan decided to take care of the matter?

Tate and I were the ones that found him. Actually, he found me. I was playing bait, and.... God! Let's not go there. He was gonna kill me, but Tate killed him instead. Sounds all calm, rational, and good for the world as a whole, doesn't it? Believe me, when I saw him literally rip that bastard's throat out, it was anything BUT rational. A week later an assassin shot Demona's face off, and I reacted instinctively, shooting him with a tranq gun I'd been carrying around. It came to me, though, just how violent gargoyles are. I've been told time and again gargoyles protect, how much that need to protect is ingrained into them. It never struck me before just how much of that is a violent streak. I couldn't take that. So... so I ran. Welcome to Rainier University, in Cascade, Washington.

In hopes of (A) making the reading experience easier and (B) get away without lengthy descriptions of new characters, I present to you a quick overview of the cast. The information following is presented as knowledge of the general public, therefore has the possibility of being incorrect. In other words, I'm not letting out all the secrets.

Major Characters

Jay garg Jay Stiles Jay Stiles
A nineteen year old Caucasian, Jay is a first year student at Rainier University with a major of 'anthropology or business'. She is from Connecticut, a 2 year cancer survivor, and known for a twisted sense of humor. There are also major rumors of an abusive relationship with her former boyfriend, someone Jay never mentions, whom many also suspect is the cause of her constant depression.

Blair Blair Sandburg
This twenty-nine year old is the newest detective in Cascade's prestigious Major Crimes unit, partnered with the veteran Jim Ellison, multiple Cop of the Year. This came as no surprise to those that know the partners. For the past three plus years, Blair was writing his doctoral paper, with Jim as his main subject, granting him an observer's pass and ride along status. Many coworkers claim that despite the haircut and earrings, they considered him a cop, particularly with the number of times he accompanied Detective Ellison into the field - and thus was wounded in the line of duty. It was a shock to all last spring when first Sandburg's thesis was publicly released on Sentinels, claiming Ellison had super senses, then later when Blair publicly announced himself and his paper fraudulent. Today, the department is split on the Sandburg Subject; some despise that the neo-hippy liar has jumped straight to detective in the elite Major Crimes, while others welcome someone they've considered a payless cop to the team.

Jim James 'Jim' Ellison
Cascade's Cop of the Year has long been considered one of the most feared hard asses with a frigid attitude - up until 4 years ago, when he inexplicably let an anthropology grad student ride along with him for some 'closed society' paper. Under the influence of said student, one Blair Sandburg, Jim dropped the lone wolf iceman image and actually became a human coworker. Rumors grew by leaps and bounds when the temporary ride along moved in with Jim ("just for a week!"), but their increasingly amazing partnership at the station eventually shot down rumors of life partners - even though Blair never did move out. During the thesis mess the previous year, Ellison almost violently denied the accusations, while turning cold to his 'partner'. They seem to have mended the breach since then.

Demona Dominique Destine
The Amazon of the business world has recently been accused of actually softening her attitude towards the world in general. Although she remains ruthless when it comes to business deals, there has been a great - surprisingly so - turn around in her dealings during meetings and with underlings. Not many out of the office know why she's been softening, but those with access to her inner dealing whisper of a fearless (probably insane) aide that actually lasted almost three months- a record for Ms. Destine. However, with the recent construction of a San Francisco branch to Nightstone, Unlimited, very few of those personnel remain to spread the tales.

Tate Tate 'Knight'
Little has been seen of this ninteen year old since he graduated from high school. There have been various rumors, mainly dealing with what he did to then girlfriend Jay Stiles or vice versa. There have been several reported sightings of him on the local, almost nonexistent day bar scene, making out with several of the sluttier local girls, but nothing has been confirmed. Those familiar with him and Jay find such rumors to be beyond ridiculous.

Minor Characters (i.e., blink and you might miss a few)

Simon Simon Banks - this tall (6'4"), rather imposing man is Captain of Cascade's Major Crimes Unit. Banks is renowned for keeping his unruly and often unorthodox detectives on task enough to have the best arrest rate in the department (and city... and with the Ellison/Sandburg team, the whole Northwest), the now unsavory habit of knowing his cigars everywhere, as well as his bellowing skills that reportedly can shake the floor when properly motivated (aka pissed at said detectives). He is several years divorced and occasionally brings his teenage son, Darryl, to the station to experience the cop lifestyle. Rumor has it that the younger Banks is also looking into the police business, despite his father's protests.

Lizzie Calnor - Lizzie is a freshman at Rainier U. She's often been described as cheerleader material with her blonde ponytails and green eyes, and trendy tastes in clothes and music. Favorites include the color purple and the Backstreet Boys. Few consider her to be the psychology major she is, and even fewer understand how she can put up with her somewhat antisocial roommate, Jay Stiles.

Psyche Loar - with Blair Sandburg's disgraceful leave from the academic world, Rainier U. took on a new TA. A petite, hazel eyed blonde, most students rave about this anthropology grad student's classes. It is expected that Psyche will soon finish her thesis on mythological traditions and get her doctorate the end of this school year.

Rafe Detective Rafe - a native South American, this member of Cascade's Major Crimes has been dubbed the "GQ detective" for his impeccable taste in clothes. If he's been spotted out of an expensive suit, he seems to compensate with a variety of suspenders (and somehow managing to avoid tastelessness). Partnered with Henri Brown, this duo has a tendency to fall into the shadow of the infamous Ellison/Sandburg team, but make no mistake; they are excellent at their job.

H Henri 'H' Brown - dressed in classic grunge and usually jamming to modern rock and/or jazz, Detective Brown is another cop that is routinely underestimated. When not busting crooks or pulling the occasional prank on his coworkers, Brown enjoys a good day of poker or at the horse races. His wife's opinions on those hobbies (along with picking up Captain Banks' taste for cigars) has been unrecorded.

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